The weekend is not over yet but I feel spent ---- emotionally and physically. I have been experiencing challenges with some relationships and even if I thought I could get through this as I always do, this one has proven more difficult than I thought. For one, this problem has been dragging on for some months now, with no positive resolution in sight. I don't care to get into the details of it because it is still something I'd like to keep private. There have been many realizations, about myself and those close to me. Admittedly, I'm the type of person who keeps everything on the surface. If I am upset, or sad, or happy, these are all very obvious as soon as you see me. I don't like to keep things inside. As much as possible I want to free myself from that kind of burden.
My current problems have revealed to me that I do keep things bottled up inside. The important things that influence me in a big way. I have been hurt by people close to me and I have been like an uncontrollable water tap because of it. Looks like I have been nurturing years of resentment and I am processing these feelings just now. I don't know how all of this will end but I am just glad that the purging process has begun.
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