You know how the question, "what do you really want?" always manages to stump anyone? Not me. Not now. There is something that I really, really want right now and I am putting all my energy and thoughts into making it happen. I totally believe that if your whole being is focused on that one thing that you want, the universe will conspire to give it to you. Just ask Oprah. hehe.

I've been thinking back and there have been many times in my life when, if I really needed or wanted something, I usually got it. The sequence of events always go my way. It wasn't always easy, but if my heart was in it, the results were always positive. There were times when I thought I worked to get something and absolutely wanted it, but clarity comes and I realize that it was neither meant for me nor what I really wanted to begin with. The world works in strange ways.

Bottom line, there is something I want so much that it's as if I already have it. It's that real to me. I can taste it, feel it, and see it. I want it. I want it. It's mine.

Who knew?

All along I thought the end of the world would come in the manner of every other apocalypse type movie to ever come out. First there was Armageddon, then in the aftermath of the Anthrax scare, there was 28 Days (then 28 days later). We all knew it would be big, scary, and very cinematic. But it was all too simple. Oil! It's just oil! Just read the news. People all over the world are freaking out and taking to the streets to protest this huge problem on energy. If we all don't shape up and learn to deal with this problem by going back to basics, I'm pretty sure we are all doomed. I better learn to ride a bicycle then.

Faith

I watched the first 20 mins of "The Secret" on youtube and I've decided to give it a shot. I know that there is nothing that a person cannot achieve if he really sets his mind to it. But what about getting something tangible, produced only by thoughts and feelings? Can we really attract, like a magnet, our deepest desires? whatever that may be? I have faith that this is so. During these uncertain, and chaotic times, we have to believe this more than ever.